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notes on Babylon
A man happens upon on a book on an unattended seat. Looking around to make sure it belongs to no one, he flips to a random page and reads: "Beauty is an abolition of chronology and a rebellion against time." He reads this line, rereads it, memorizes it, includes it in his conversations, expounds on its applicative theories. Years later on his deathbed, he realizes that this is the only thing he has ever read and will ever read.
We have things to tell one another, to talk, to converse, to discuss. Because death is silence and silence is the sum of all things already said and need not be spoken again.
Knowing this, I think about railway lines that converge to split at a later point. On a train, a lady reaches deep into her shoe. She is trying to remove a burr that has been pressing into the side of her foot. She remembers it lodging itself there from a lone hike in the woods two years ago, never bothering to take it out until now. Therefore she is reaching into her own past, digging into the very recesses of her time-- first a finger, then her hand, her arm, her shoulder, her head, her whole body. She eventually disappears entirely into her shoe seeking a system of memory, a system of preservation.
In her mind, a couple becomes intimate with each other with the singular purpose of producing progeny. Their children exist solely to replicate this act. The generations that follow imitate this and so on and so forth. Therefore the whole of their existences condenses into one act repeated into infinity, a single grain that can be taken also as a whole nugget capable of being disseminated as separate, dissimilar atoms.
In an instance of one of these infinite acts, silence is a man at peace with himself. He recalls an old story of a husband who escapes his wife by falling asleep under a tree. In his waking dreams, he plays ninepins with the ghosts of Henry Hudson's crew. Twenty years later, he awakens to find himself alone. Panicking, he begins to write a book on the architecture of sleep. He reads it forwards, then backwards. He starts in the middle and reads outward in two directions. He prints the letters inverted and skips every other word trying to retrace those lost years. What he reads is no longer a treatise on remembrance and the reappropriation of time. Instead, within the sequence of the new words, he finds that he has written a book on the proliferation of desert flowers, of the chuparosa, the verbena, the agave. Flipping to a random page and deciphering the now-unintelligible code, he tries to equate the scientific descriptions he finds to moments in history: the fall of ancient Babylon, the destruction of Persepolis, the exile of Juan Perón. He recalls a passage he once read somewhere but no longer remembers-- if beauty is the abolition of time or if chronology is the cause of our circumstance. -
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cities
Later, we will think of cities as the beginning and end of existence. In this last borderland between mortar and life, vegetation is replaced with the regulating lines of buildings and structures, with statues of men inscribed with famous decrees, with the cultivation of concrete. In this way, in the space of the open fields and streets, the deceased preserve their names and likelinesses by means of monuments of stone and bronze. And in the agoras, men sit at tables and eat bouillabaise and recall memories of time manipulation, when they were once young and immortal, and when traitors were hanged by the neck in the shade of the very trees they are sitting under. To all but the best of historiographers, these people pass their lives unnoticed. If I were to stand on the outskirts of the city and watch the effects of time, I could say that the following is true: the schools study physics and mineralogy, women pose naked in the light of the windows at night, governments construct battlements and crenellated walls by way of keeping themselves in. To me, the blowing sand makes pockmarks in the masonry, making way for the first germination of the convolvuluses that will emerge from the cracks in the gypsum. After the last of the bricks have crumbled and the names of the royal lineage have been forgotten, I will still be able to see this city as if it still stood. There will be the fragments laid out piecemeal in the mind's eye: striation patterns in the regional wood, the smell of the latrines, the yearly reincarnation of its birds, and acts of physical impossibility. Centuries later, the city is rebuilt. All its inhabitants are mute. They spend time retracing its skyline and topologies and restoring its ephemera. They live not their own history, but that of their predecessors. In the streets, the pedestrians carefully fall in time with the cadence of those before them.
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'When the model came, she had apparently been very busy the last few nights, and she said something that was rather characteristic: “Pour moi le champagne ne m'égaye pas, il me rend tout triste.”
Then I understood, and I tried to express something voluptuous and at the same time grievously afflicted.'

source(s): letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh, weather patterns, meteorological maps
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"Also marvelous in a room is the light that comes through the windows of that room and that belongs to that room. The sun does not realize how wonderful it is until after a room is made. A man's creation, the making of a room, is nothing short of a miracle. Just think, that a man can claim a slice of the sun."

source(s): Louis Kahn
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